Im Sorry Momma
A Note to my Mother... Your were never there. You battled your demons for so long so left us behind. I never thought I would be in a place needed to give you a reference … About parenting. How can I give the person who torn me apart something to help them raise a child? You have never raised a child. every single memory I have of you are with a pill bottle blaming me for your life and trying to kill yourself...I used to beg and cry and call 911. I finally grew up and knew this life was never one I wanted to live or have children to live in. My life wasn't a life. I couldn't even act out! The drugs, the alchol ..you never cared, not once did you try to help me. you put all of you pain on me and none of the love..i needed my mother and I didn't have one. I barely had a father.. I father who cursed my mother and drank but didn't have a problem... why am I like am I? how! how am I still sitting here and breathing, living knowing you are near? I grew up...the pain will ne